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THE CZAR OF FOREVER
  by Dietmar Trommeshauser
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     {Dedicated to: Thomas Monteleone and Clive Barker}
                         
"Eins" Part I
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  He sat on a rock and surveyed the scene down below, his grey 
eyes as cold and ancient as the steppes of Russia. But he was 
not Russian. Once, perhaps. After all, he'd been Persian, French, 
German, British, Brazilian, even Japanese to name just a few. Today, 
in the year of our Lord nineteen hundred and ninety seven, he was 
an American looking down a hill at a bulldozer rearranging mounds 
of refuse at a dump site just outside the small town of Moonlake, 
fifty odd miles north of Seattle.
  
  Gulls swooped and dove all around him, they filled the sky, 
finding scraps of food down amongst the town's garbage. Their cries 
were quite deafening, almost drowning out the sound of the dozer. 
It was a rather large dump, for a town with a population of only 
two thousand or less. Mounds of cardboard boxes filled with paper 
and junk, plastic sacks spilling garbage and left-over food, 
splintered lumber, strips of corrugated sheetmetal, broken Gyprock, 
discarded mattresses and old furniture, broken toys and bikes, even 
the burnt out husks of a few automobiles decorated the landscape. 
The smell in the air was pretty ripe too. Almost as though a war 
had been waged here.
        
  The man, whose name was Laz Risen, didn't mind though, this 
was his favourite place -- noise, smell and all. Somebody once 
said, "You can tell all you want to know about someone by what they 
throw out in their garbage," and Laz believed this wholeheartedly. 
As far as he was concerned, The Dump bespoke volumes; if you were 
one to take the time to really search through and study the crap -- 
and he was. Had, in fact. Most, luckily, did not, because for Laz 
all this, of course, was beside the point; the real reason Laz loved 
the place was that it also made a perfect hiding spot. You could 
hide something, anything, in amongst all the rubble and no one would 
ever find it. Laz knew this for he'd used the dump for precisely 
that purpose. He'd hidden things here, many things, after learning 
from his previous mistakes.  

  No one had ever spotted him since the site was usually vacant 
and left unguarded, especially at night. Except for the odd time, 
like today, when old Mr. Gowyn would come burn the burnable and 
plow the rest underground, but this only happened once every two 
months. Besides, Gowyn's eye-sight was piss poor. Laz knew this 
too, it was why he was out today, hiding up on the ridge, making 
sure Gowyn didn't uncover anything embarrassing. It hadn't happened 
yet, Laz had been very careful, but one can ever be too cautious --
and he didn't relish spending eternity rotting in some dark, dank, 
prison somewhere. Laz felt he would rather be carried by six, than 
judged by twelve.
        
  Before he'd discovered The Dump, Laz had disposed of his bodies 
in vacant alleyways or in dark, hidden places, like other's before 
him, but with the science of forensics being what they are today, 
Laz worried the police may catch him one day. He knew they were 
aware of at least six. The news headlines had carried such ridiculous 
titles as "Religious Hacker Still At Large" or "Priest Slayer Strikes 
Again". Since finding the dump there had been nothing. The papers 
and news reported the police baffled, some even speculated that the 
killer had either moved elsewhere or died.
  
  Still, Laz remained cautious and alert. He figured the police 
were onto the missing ones by now. He had taken to hacking up his 
victims into tiny pieces and then jamming the remains into discarded 
boxes, bags, even empty tin cans. So far no one had stumbled onto 
the grisly evidence and it seemed like today would be no different. 
What Gowyn didn't burn, he buried under tons of earth. There were 
over twenty-six bodies forever lost under the ground. Mostly of a 
religious sect; all male -- Catholics, Protestants, even four 
Mormons from The Church Of The Latter Day Saints. 

  There were only two criteria for Laz's victims, one that they 
be male and two, that they be Christians. The holier the better. 
Laz had a debt to pay and it was one he'd been working on now for 
centuries. With ancient eyes he looked up at the blue, cloudless 
sky. A swirling funnel of smoke twisted up from the dump, as though 
someone below was sending a sacrifice to the Gods. Laz could still 
remember such events quite clearly, had actually been a spectator at 
a number of them. But that had been long, long ago. Time and mankind 
had moved on since then. Laz, though, was convinced he'd get HIS 
attention again. That was the whole point wasn't it.
  
  In all his many years the one truth Laz had discovered, if nothing 
else, was that the opposite of Love was not hate but indifference --
neglect. He'd learnt that even if you hated someone, deep down 
inside you must still like them somehow, otherwise you wouldn't care 
at all. Even a child would rather be spanked or scolded than totally 
ignored. For Laz, however, it was hate. Definitely. Lots and lots of 
hate.
  
  Bits of burning paper and refuse drifted up with the smoke, 
then settled slowly back down to earth like miniature meteors. Laz 
wondered if He was watching. If so, there was no sign. There never 
had been -- at least not for over nineteen hundred years. Laz knew, 
he had been trying to initialize one ever since the last time. Still, 
nothing, nada, zip. He remained ignored no matter what atrocities he 
committed -- and he'd committed quite a few. Soon, though he thought, 
soon. He had a plan. Again. He had a helluva plan. If this one didn't 
work then . . . well, then perhaps He "had" abandoned mankind like so 
many thought nowadays. Laz couldn't believe that though. The Plan 
kept him going. He believed in it with all his heart and soul -- what 
little there remained. It had to work. Had to.
  
  Laz remained huddled on the rock for another two hours, till 
Gowyn finished, packed up and drove away in his old Ford pickup. 
Only then did Laz stand up and stretch his fatigued muscles. He was 
a tall man, six-five and lean, with long black hair and a face 
seemingly chiselled from granite by a desert wind, it was deeply 
golden tanned. He looked like he'd been born somewhere in the middle-
east. Finished working the kinks out of his muscles, he walked back 
up the path to his van, hidden in a clump of cedar.

  He reached inside the cab, pulled out a thermos and poured himself
a cup of honeyed tea. Man, was he thirsty, he'd been stuck on the 
ridge for hours. Still, caution was required if The Plan was to work. 
Sighing, he drank the sweet, hot tea down in one gulp then, after 
returning the thermos, he extracted a black vinyl dufflebag, hung 
the straps over his shoulder and opened the van's sliding side door. 
He climbed in, mindful of the metallic clattering coming from within 
the bag as it shifted onto his back. It was finally time to go to 
work.
        
  It was an old Van, a 1982 Ford Econoline, but it came with one 
very important feature. A double gas tank. Laz remodelled it, of 
course. For his needs. It even had a bumper sticker which proclaimed 
JESUS SAVES. Whenever he felt unmotivated all he had to do was glance 
at it. It got the juices flowing again. Damn straight! He pulled back 
the floors' carpeting, revealing a large rectangular trap-door 
cleverly hidden below, just above the rear gas tank. Flipping open 
the lid revealed a body wrapped in black plastic, crammed inside the 
small tank, the top half of which Laz had removed with a rented 
cutting torch.
  
  He grabbed a hold of one end of the plastic and heaving, dragged 
it up onto the floor. Wiping the sweat from his forehead -- it was a 
rather hot day -- he continued dragging the body till it flopped out 
onto the gravel road. It made a sound like a large dead fish slapped 
down on a butcher's counter. The heat was causing it to smell too. If 
Laz had waited much longer it would have been intolerable. He shifted 
his toolkit so it rested snugly between his shoulder blades, then 
continued dragging the body down the hill toward the dump site. Later, 
after he finished the messy part he would take a rake and erase the 
trail he made. No one would ever know he'd been here.

"Zwei" Part II
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  Later that night, in his one bedroom apartment, his feet up on 
the coffee table, head resting back on the sofa, Laz nursed a cold 
can of Coors, rolling the icy can backwards and forwards across his 
forehead. He had a head-ache. A real motherfucker. His eyes felt 
like the pressure in his head would blow them right out of their 
sockets. Blow them across the room to splatter against his T.V. 
screen. He could almost see them now, sliding down the glass leaving 
bloody snail-trails till they plopped onto the carpet. It had been 
the heat, that and the stench. The priest had been obese enough 
alive, in death his body blotted to almost another third of his 
former size. The first slit, from the crotch to the neck, released 
pent up gas. These obnoxious fumes were the cause of Laz's migraine. 
They also caused him to lose the fried egg and bacon sandwich he'd 
eaten earlier.
  
  At the moment, the Coors helped. At best it quelched the awful
taste in his mouth, the bile bitter and rancid like curdled milk. He 
was watching the news on NBC, hoping to catch some more snippets of 
the upcoming Papal visit. He was very interested in the Pope's tour,
especially in the scheduling. Oh, yes, very. When the item did come 
up, he stopped rolling the can, sat up, rested his head in his hands 
and paid rapt attention.
  
  Wearing a Seahawks t-shirt, a pretty blonde stood, microphone in
hand, on the steps of Seattle's City Hall. Behind her was a moronic
vender waving a sign which read: FRESH FISH FROM THE WATERFRONT --
ORDER NOW AT 1-800--. The rest was obscured by the reporter. Nice 
going guy -- millions worth of free advertisement and you really 
fucked up. Laz smiled.
  
  ". . . confirms Pope Paul II will address the masses here in 
front of City Hall, Sunday, August third at twelve fifteen. Crowds 
are expected so please come early. The Police Chief advises shuttling 
in via public transport since access will be blocked for all but 
authorized vehicles. He also advises bringing a supply of bottled 
water and sun screen. Weather predictions are in the high eighties. 
There will be Porty Pots available throughout the area. Check this 
channel for further updates. For now, this is--" Laz shut the T.V. 
off, leaned back again.
  
  August 3, twelve-fifteen. The blonde was dead right about one
thing, Laz thought, it was going to be a hot day. Very hot.
  
  In his last lifetime, Laz had become a soldier. He had entered 
the Marines for one purpose only, to get his hands on some hand-
grenades. Three, to be exact. These he buried in Denver, where he 
was living at the time, buried it beside a large oak in the centre 
of the town park. He placed them there just prior to being shipped 
off to 'Nam'. 

  He'd been there for a grand tour of thirteen days when his foot 
snagged a trip wire and he blew himself to . . . well, to now, 
actually. The bright side was, he thought, at least he'd taken six 
others of his troop with him. That was back in sixty-five. Once 
he'd been reborn and old enough to leave his new parents, his former 
father having left him a rather large inheritance, he took the bus 
to Denver and retrieved the grenades. At the moment, they rested 
snugly inside his duffel bag, which lay like a spent dog at his feet.
  
  Laz got up, walked over to the fridge and helped himself to 
another Coors. Popping the tab was the only sound in the apartment, 
tonight even the neighbors were quiet. Thank the Lord. The Lord.
Lordy, Lordy, Laz grinned. You and I will have words, he thought. 
An eternity of words. This thought kept circling in his mind, like 
a large, dark, reptilian bird. Till, finally, after four more beers, 
the alcohol hit and Laz turned out the lights and dropped, still 
fully clothed, into bed. In the morning the only thing he could 
remember was the tail-end of a dream in which he watched a sudden 
flash of light followed by his decapitated head sailing neatly into 
the air, bouncing off the ringed trunk of a Vietnamese palm, then 
landing and rolling gently amongst the razor grass.
        
  August third, only two weeks away! He could hardly contain 
himself. So-o-o-o close. Still, if he got antsy he could whack 
another priest. For the time being he was content to wait, content 
to reminisce, to go back over old memories and savour them. Relive 
the horror at the very beginning. Go back and back and back . . . 

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     Long before the West Bank town of El-Azariyeh was renamed, 
   and the country of Israel was created, it was known as 
   Bethany. It was here Lazarus lived with his two sister's Mary 
   and Martha. Lived here, at the foot of the Mount of Olives, 
   about 2 miles east of Jerusalem, in this swirling maelstrom of 
   hot dust, desert wind and endless dunes, lived quite happily. 
   Until he caught pneumonia and then -- The Teacher came.

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"DREI" Part III
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  Lazarus lay hacking his lungs out on the cot in his sister's 
tiny mud hovel, located on the north end of town. He'd been coughing 
steadily now for almost three days and his sun bronzed face was 
covered with a sheen of fever-sweat. Mary, feeling hot and 
uncomfortable herself from the noonday heat, sat on the edge of the 
bed, bathing her brother's brow with cold water retrieved from the 
village well. At the moment he was burning up, his chest heaving in 
the effort to draw breath. Each breath earned was followed by violent 
volleys of coughing. So much so, his entire body would spasm and 
heave him up into the air, as though he was being electrocuted. All 
these symptoms were draining him of life-supporting energy. Mary
remembered the doctor's words:

  "There's nothing I can do for him. Try and keep him as cool as
possible. With any luck his fever will break." Here he paused, 
gathered up his things, then patted both Mary and Martha on the 
shoulders. "I'm sorry, but if his condition doesn't improve very 
quickly, I give him seven days at most."
  
  That had been three days ago and the fever showed no signs of
abating. The only change was now he was coughing blood.
  
  After the Doctor left, Mary and Martha conferred over at the 
small wooden table, at the other end of the room, well out of 
Lazarus' earshot. Martha spoke first.
  
  "Listen, we can't just stand by and watch our brother die. 
There's been rumors of a miraculous healer, a prophet. He passed 
through Bethany a few days ago heading east, but apparently some of 
the villagers threw stones, chased him and his troupe out." She 
leaned over the table. "If I hurry I think I can find him. He's 
known as The Teacher. I'll borrow Jacob's mule. What do you think?"
  
  Mary shrugged, reached across and gathered Martha's hands in hers.
"We've got nothing to lose. God's speed."
  
  She finished wiping Lazarus down and stepped out the door. 
Squinting, shielding her eyes from the glaring sun, she scanned the 
horizon for any trace of her sister. Nothing. Back inside, she 
gathered up her cookware and began preparing supper. Maybe she could 
get Lazarus to eat some soup. He'd kept nothing down since the fever.
  
  Laz was dying, and he knew it. Been praying for it. Anything to
escape this living hell. Every breath razored his throat, every 
cough spewed more of his blood. He wanted peace. What remained of 
his sister's soup lay splattered on the bedsheets and across the 
floor. Laz saw everything through a heat haze. Night had fallen and 
the stars shone through the open doorway. Mary lay asleep at the 
foot of his bed, her hands still clutching the towels beside the 
empty water bowl. He loved her so. Loved them both. Tears gathered 
at the corners of his eyes. He tried to pray outloud, but his throat 
was parched, his lips swollen and cracked, and he couldn't get 
anything out.
  
  Memories of his childhood spun through his mind. His mother, 
father and sisters on the ocean in their creaky old boat, heaving 
in the nets, pulling the living teeth from the water. His father's 
deep voice shouting encouragement, his mother's hands dancing with 
live bait, the girls squealing with delight. Years later, having 
moved to the outskirts of Bethany, his father tried his hand at 
farming. From dawn till dusk, the sky turning salmon pink, he plowed 
the parched earth. Behind an oxen, the speckled granite, the bit of 
ancient root -- he buried everything in his path. Laz remembered the 
day they overturned the soil and spotted a small, flat  stone 
glistening like gold. He scooped it up and showed it to his father.
  
  "Fools gold," his father said. "For fools like us. Eh, Laz?" 
and he laughed.

  Later that night, using braided mule tail-hair, he fashioned 
it into a necklace, which he presented to Laz the next day. Laz 
treasured it, never took it off, carried it on his chest like a 
compass, a reminder of his father's love.
  
  With shaking arms, he reached under his sodden sheets and 
fingered the amulet. Rubbing it between thumb and forefinger, he 
thought soon father. Soon I'll be with you again. Their childhood had 
been hard and, at times, gruelling, but they'd been happy. His chest 
buckled with more coughs, his breath whistling when drawn. He tried 
to relax, to breathe around the phlem, to listen to the night. The 
only sounds: the wind and a distant, echoing clump of a burros' 
hooves on the hard packed street.
  
  He concentrated on the sound, closer now. Martha? Perhaps, he
thought, she was due back anytime. Mary'd told him of her quest. A 
flicker of hope sparked in his mind. Maybe she brought good news, 
maybe . . . . Again his body contorted, almost jarring him to the 
floor. He wiped the blood froth from his lips when suddenly, Martha 
burst into the room, her robes swirling.
  
  "Wake up!" she shouted, throwing her satchel onto the table. 
"Wake up! It's true, it's all true!"
  
  Startled from her sleep and quite shaken by the sudden commotion,
Mary leapt to her feet. "What is it Martha?" she asked.
  
  "The Teacher," Martha replied, breathless. On the cot, Laz
listened, raised himself up on his elbows, for the moment the coughs
subsided. "I found him. Less than half a day's ride from here," she
stopped to catch her breath.
  
  "Go on." Mary moved to Laz's side.
  
  "He was at the leper's colony. It was incredible. He was 
incredible! There were hundreds of people. You wouldn't believe it."
  
  "Yes Martha, but did you get to speak to him?" Mary asked, her
hands now clasping Lazs'.
  
  "I did. He called to me, me among all those others! You should
have seen him, standing there, on top of a knoll, tall with a golden 
light all around him. A light that shone forth, covering anyone he 
touched. And those lucky enough were cured. Cured!"

  "What do you mean?"
  
  "The Lepers, dozens of them, some so crippled they could only
crawl. Some with no fingers or toes, others blind from birth. And he
CURED THEM -- all he could reach. It was amazing. And his voice, you 
should hear his voice."
  
  "Tell us," Mary said. "What did he say?"

  "He drew me forth like an Angel and said, `The final result of
this sickness will not be the death of Lazarus; this has happened  
in order to bring glory to God, and it will be the means by which 
the Son Of God will receive glory.'" Here Martha paused, pulled up 
a stool and sat, as all strength fled from her legs. She looked on 
the verge of collapse. "He's coming," she said. "The Son Of God is 
coming here! You're saved Laz, you're saved. Praise God." She began 
to cry. Soon everyone was in tears.
  
  Hope. Such a powerful word. For Lazarus it would become a
double-edged sword.

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  He lay in the grip of another convulsion, his sisters had gone 
to bed hours ago but, exhausted as he was, the pneumonia wouldn't 
allow sleep and now it was almost dawn. He closed his eyes. The 
Teacher was coming, his sisters would not be left alone.

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  On the evening of the eighth day Martha and Mary returned home.
Lazarus, wrapped in clean linen and balm, lay buried in a small cave, 
the entrance sealed by a large boulder. There was, and had been no 
sign of the Prophet.

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  He was in a Void. A vast blackness. Soundless. Lightless. A sense 
of falling, though there seemed to be no up or down, no directions 
at all, just him and the abyss. Time too ceased to exist. He couldn't 
tell if he'd been here for hours, days, or even years. He had no 
hands, no feet, no body and no eyes. And yet, he saw. Nothing. No 
ears, and yet . . . 
  
  "Lazarus." At first a whisper. Had he imagined it? "Lazarus."
The voice so loud now, so strong, it filled the void. "Come out!"
Suddenly, there was light! Bright, beautiful, wondrous light! 
Sunlight miraculously pouring in through the cave's entrance.
  
  Laz, though wrapped in gauze, felt its warmth; his eyes, 
thinly covered could still discern the figure of a lone man who 
stood facing the entrance, his arms raised heavenward, a large crowd 
behind him.
  
  "Untie him," the Teacher said, "and let him go."
  
  Lazarus staggered backwards, felt hands tugging, clutching, 
supporting him. Soon he stood naked in a circle of villagers. Body 
and Soul intact. Shaken and frightened -- but alive! Mary and Martha 
rushed to embrace him.
  
  Later that night, the Teacher joined Bethany's townspeople for a
dinner Martha helped serve. Resting in the centre of town, under the
stars, was a long wooden table heaped with dishes of food, bottles 
of wine and fresh cold spring water. Once the Prophet was seated, Mary 
took a whole pint of a very expensive perfume made of pure nard, 
poured it on Jesus' feet, and wiped them with her hair.

  "Why wasn't this perfume sold for three hundred silver coins and
the money given to the poor?" Judas Iscariot, one of Jesus' deciples 
asked, his hand on Martha's shoulder.
  
  "Leave her alone!" Jesus said, raising a glass of spring water 
to his perfect lips. "Let her keep what she has for the day of my 
burial. You will always have poor people with you, but you will not 
always have me."
  
  ". . . not always have me . . . have me . . . me . . ."

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  . . . how true, Laz thought, sitting in a restaurant three 
blocks from Seattle's City Hall. He helped himself to another 
mouthful of roast beef and Yorkshire pudding, the thick brown gravy 
dripping from his fork. Washed it down with another Coors. It was his 
fourth, but he was celebrating. In two hours he hoped to change 
"everything." Sunlight streamed in between the blinds, highlighting 
the dust in the air like snowflakes -- a blizzard in this room.
  
  He wasn't upset about being brought back to life, he mused, 
popping a mint into his mouth. No, he could have lived with that
-- no pun intended, but he expected to die -- someday -- eventually.
The day before, he realized just what a curse he'd been blessed with,
as the last day of his *first* life, he remembered . . . 

  . . . he was heading for the village market for some fresh fruit, 
the Teacher and his followers had departed weeks ago, and the news 
of his miracle had spread throughout the Empire. Lazarus had become 
very popular. Suddenly, half a block from his hut, he found himself 
surrounded by a troupe of Roman Centurions. Laz bit down, hard, on 
the peppermint, his teeth grinding it to fine sugar.
  
  Remembered the Primus Pilus named Quintus, his silvery armour
flashing in the sun, the crest on his helmet turned sideways across 
his helmet like a halo.
  
  "Destroy this abomination!" he shouted to his men. His crimson
clad arm drawing the sword from his left side and then ramming it 
into Laz's abdomen up to the hilt. Screaming, Lazarus fell to his 
knees. Three other centurions joined the slaughter. Laz lay in the 
street, his fingers scrambling wildly, trying to shove back the 
organs that spilled through his fingers and burst like rotted fruit. 
Still the soldiers slashed and stabbed.
  
  He remembered the pain clearly, remembered each of his deaths. 
They lay in his memory like an endless string of black pearls, but 
nothing compared to the pain suffered during his first five hundred 
years. Each year spent on a pilgrimage to the site of his Tomb, five 
hundred years of unanswered prayers, he so wanted to meet his God, 
to reunite with his family, to finally be released from this -- this 
Living. It was in 501 AD the madness began . . .
  
  He paid his food bill and stepped out onto the busy street.

"FIER" Part IV
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  Detective Vincent "Crater Face" Kissling had been working on the
Priest slayings for the last five years. He'd been given the nickname
because of his horrible acne condition at the age of twelve, while 
living at the orphanage. It had left his face terribly scarred and 
pockmarked, and the name stuck with him throughout adulthood. Scars 
decorated not only his face, but through numerous fights, his 
knuckles bore them as well. His face resembled the lunar landscape. 
Only the closest members of his squad called him Crater Face, the 
others referred to him as Kiss.
  
  He found the first body in '92, Rev. Mark Dewitt dumped in 
the alley behind Starbuck's, his entire torso had been skinned. 
According to the coroner, the twenty-six year old suffered a long, 
lingering death. The second, Father Gavin MacGleary, was burnt 
almost beyond recognition, his body propped up against a cedar tree 
in Carkeen Park, his head twisted backwards to face the ocean, the 
endless waves. The third, a Pastor John Clarke, had been found on 
the shore of Lake Washington, viciously stabbed and slashed, his eyes 
and tongue removed and missing. The fourth and fifth, Rabbi Elizur 
Shedeur and Rev. P.T. Little consecutively, found shoved behind a 
dumpster at the Vashon Island Ferry Pier. Mutilated and decapitated, 
their heads had been switched. This time, their genitals torn off 
and missing.
  
  The last one however, Father Bernard Abbaguchi, was by far the
worst. He looked like he lost a wrestling match with a chainsaw. All
deaths had been slow and torturous. Since then, nothing. For three 
years nothing. Kiss scratched his large cauliflowered ears. Others 
had given up, quit. Even the papers, once in such a feeding frenzy, 
now moved onto newer, fresher atrocities -- it seemed the world was 
filled with them. The Priest Slayer was old news, best forgotten by 
a city who's past was already linked to some of the world's craziest 
serial killers. But not Kiss. He couldn't forget.
  
  His father too, had been a minister. He'd left his little church
in Bellingham and volunteered into the Army, he was sent to Vietnam 
back in sixty-five, where a week later, following the siege of Khe 
Sanh and while moving base camp, a member of his squad tripped a 
live wire and blew him and five others into oblivion. His mother, 
grief-stricken, passed away a short nine months later. After that, 
Kiss now orphaned, became an atheist, refusing to believe in a God 
who would take away the only two people he ever loved. Since his 
mother's funeral, he never stepped into a church again.
  
  These reasons, however personal, were not the only ones causing
Kiss' relentless pursuit of the man named Priest Slayer, in the 
case file marked "Unsolved." Of more immediate concern was an end to 
his nightmares.

  Every night for the past three years he'd been visited by the
murderer's victims. No sooner did he fall asleep then, seeing them 
through their executioner's eyes; one by one they all appeared, 
screaming and begging for mercy while life was flayed from their 
bleeding, burning bodies. The Killer was never seen -- just a long, 
dark, lunatic shadow thrown up against the wall, a background for 
the tied struggling priests writhing on their beds of torture. These 
dreams replayed themselves till Kiss awoke bathed in sweat.
  
  At first he contemplated professional help, he hadn't been eating
and his nerves were shot -- any little noise set his teeth on edge, 
but then decided not to. He figured if the Chief or any of his squad 
found out, he'd be thrown off the case. So for three years he 
suffered the nightmares quietly, spent his time going over and over 
the files, looking for clues. Looking for anything he might have 
missed. So far nothing.
  
  This worried him, he knew the Chief and others thought they were
rid of the Slayer, but Kiss knew better. He'd checked with an F.B.I.
psychologist specializing in serial killers who, in turn, had given 
Kiss a psychological profile on the Slayer. He read and memorized 
it. In it, the doctor confirmed each of Kiss' fears. One, that the 
killer would not stop unless killed himself, and two, that he would 
remain on "common ground" until threatened. Since the police were 
completely puzzled, Kiss thought, the killer had nothing to fear. 
Kiss knew he was out there somewhere. The fact no bodies had turned 
up in the last few years meant little to Kiss. He just figured the 
guy learned to hide them better, besides, there were all those 
reports of missing clergymen.
  
  This is what worried him the most, especially today. He knew there 
was a nut on the loose who hated and slaughtered religious leaders,
and now, of all things, the Pope was coming to town. Would be here 
in . . . he glanced at his watch, fifteen minutes.
  
  For the hundredth time he scanned the monstrous crowd, his eyes
searching for anyone or anything unusual. A long dark shadow perhaps. 
He shivered, even in the heat. It had taken hours to convince the 
Chief to put his troop on this assignment, usually it was left to 
the FBI and the Vatican's own security forces. He unclipped his 
transmitter.
  
  "Johnson," he said, "how's it look from your end?"
  
  A bit of static then . . . "Nothing strange here, boss. Just the
usual religious freaks."
        
  "Ben?"
  
  "All clear, Kiss. Just a group of old ladies fighting over front
row seats. Nothing I can't handle with a few well placed shots."
  
  Kiss grinned, what a jerk.
  
  "Roy?"

  "Clear here too. Try and take it easy, Craterface, don't forget 
the Pope's got his own security watching too. That and about a 
million FBI goons."

  "Yeah, well forget they exist shithead, and that goes for the 
rest of you too. Keep on your toes." He snapped the radio back onto 
his belt, checked out the podium where, in mere minutes the Pope 
would be standing.
  
  Roy had been right of course, the Servizio Segreto Vaticano, 
the Vatican's secret service, were here. He spotted four just behind 
the stage scaffolding, they were all tall, athletic-looking men in 
dark suits. Each held a walkie-talkie in their left hand, their 
right free to grab a revolver in an instant should the need arise. 
Kiss knew they each had one tucked away under their jackets. His 
own forty-four magnum rested heavily in the shoulder holster under 
his left arm. When he'd first bought the gun, his crew ribbed him 
mercilessly with Clint Eastwood gags, but he wanted something that 
had real stopping power. In all his years on the force he never had 
occasion to use it, thank God. However, he remembered his first year 
as a Rookie. He'd been teamed up with Walter Dagostini, a grisly 
old veteran who reminded him of Walter Cronkite, the famous news
anchor.
  
  They'd been called to a robbery in progress, at a Seven-Eleven.
The suspect, a twenty-seven year old African American high on crack,
brandishing a plastic bag filled with money in one hand and a shotgun 
in the other, was just running out the door when their squad car 
screamed into the lot.
  
  Both he and Walter got out quickly and assumed positions with 
their car between them and the suspect. Both had their revolvers 
out and aimed.
  
  "Halt!" Walter yelled, "Drop your weapon and put your hands in the
air!"
  
  The man dropped the bag then grabbed his shotgun and fired. The
cruiser's roof-lights shattered. Bits of plastic, metal and glass 
exploded into a deadly maelstrom. Kiss ducked, but a piece of 
shrapnel still grazed his forehead, blood seeped into his eyes. The 
kid was about to shoot, again when they both opened fire. It had 
taken nine rounds, each one a solid hit, to bring the kid down. He'd 
just kept coming and coming. Kiss couldn't remember ever being that 
scared. The next day he handed his thirty-eight police special back 
in, went out and bought himself the magnum. He had nightmares for 
weeks after.
  
  Nothing like the ones I've got now though, thought Kiss, shaking
his head. Have to concentrate. He scanned the crowd again. He was 
out there somewhere, could almost feel him, could . . . 

  A tall, dark haired man in a olive coloured raincoat was pushing
his way toward the front of the crowd. Raincoat? In this heat? Kiss,
about to run after the man, stopped when he noticed two S.S.V. agents
suddenly grab the man under each armpit and haul him away behind the
scaffolding. Kiss watched curiously from his post, as they patted 
him down. Watched while the man complied with their demands to remove 
the coat. He couldn't believe it when the man shed the garment and 
stood, stark naked, hands upraised.
  
  Jeeeezz, Kiss thought, another nutcase. The Pope would be 
impressed. He looked on as two plain clothed policeman covered the
flasher back up, cuffed him then stuck him in a squad car. Kiss 
shook his head disbelievingly, and continued crowd surveillance.
  
  The street was packed as far as the eye could see. Kiss knew 
what the odds were of spotting the Slayer especially since they had 
nothing to go on, no description or anything, but still, he had to 
try. Frustrated, he noticed a gorgeous brunette, trailing her 
husband and two young children. She had an hour-glass figure draped 
in a stunning light blue spring dress which highlighted her shapely 
tanned legs and plunging neckline. They tried forcing their way 
closer to the stage and podium. Failing in their attempts, they 
decided to settle in an area about ten feet from Kiss' position. He 
envied the man, not only for his beautiful wife but for his family. 
Kiss had given up a lot in lieu of his career and his obsession with 
the Slayer case left little time for socialisation. He wished for a 
family, something he'd only had for a brief moment in his life. A 
wife, kids -- hell, he hadn't gotten laid in over four months. He
pulled his eyes off the woman and followed the antics of a couple of
teenagers cohorting in front of the stage. They were tossing 
water balloons at each other. Must feel good in this heat, Kiss 
thought loosening the knot in his tie.
        
  The door to City Hall opened and the Major stepped out followed
closely by the Pope, dressed in his usual white robe. Waving to the 
crowd, he was flanked on his right by Archbishop Roman Paglione in 
all his glory and on his left by Cardinal Simone Reubens. All, in 
turn, were followed by both FBI undercover and SSV agents. They all 
walked slowly down the steps toward the podium. The crowd went wild 
at the sight of the Pope. He seemed very popular with the masses as 
they cheered, whistled, waved and applauded him.
  
  The Pope and his entourage seated themselves while the Mayor took
the microphone. The agents remained standing and lined up behind the
chairs. The Mayor raised his hands and the crowd quieted down.
  
  "Good afternoon Seattle citizens and visitors," the Mayor said. 
"It is with great pleasure and honour, my humble privilege to 
welcome his Holiness Pope Paul The Second to our beautiful city. 
I know you will all show him the love and respect he so richly 
deserves." He turned, gesturing, to the Pope. "Your Holiness."  
They shook hands and the Mayor stepped back and sat down. The Pope 
adjusted the mike, looked up and faced the crowd, the large golden 
crucifix hanging from his neck shone in the sunlight.

  "Thank-you, Mayor Tompkins. It is my . . ."
  
  Kiss watched as the brunette fumbling to take a photograph, dropped
her camera. It fell and rolled beside the shoes of a tall man wearing 
a large, oversized T-shirt and pants. The man bent over and handed it 
back to her with a smile.
  
  Kiss frowned. What the . . . what . . . no, he thought, it couldn't 
have been. Still, it had looked like . . . . For a second, while the 
man had bent to retrieve the camera his shirt had ridden up on his 
side, and Kiss was sure he'd caught a quick glance of what appeared 
to be grenades hooked onto the man's belt. Grenades? Kiss, puzzled 
and still unsure decided he'd better check it out. He headed toward 
the group, his hand slowly pulling out his gun. Walking, he kept it 
hidden beneath his jacket. No point in causing unnecessary panic.
  
  He watched in horror as, almost in slow-motion, the man 
reached casually under his shirt, unclipped a grenade from his belt 
and unceremoniously tossed it up onto the podium where it rolled 
innocently beneath the Pope's robe and against his sandaled feet. 
Then all hell broke loose.


"FUNF" Part V
=-=-=-=-=-=-=

  One of the SSV agents grabbed Pope Paul II and spun him around.
He landed in a heap among the Mayor and the Archbishop. The agent 
dove onto the grenade. It exploded with an ear-shattering -- WUMP
-- instantly rending the agents body into a flying cloud of blood, 
bone and viscera. The crowd went berserk, men, women and children 
scattered in every direction. People were trampled and knocked down 
throughout the area. Chaos and mayhem ruled.
  
  Kiss, shocked by the shear suddenness of the event, nevertheless
fought his way through the panic. Shoving aside the stampeding mob, 
his gun out now and aimed in the assassin's general direction, he 
saw the man tugging wildly at another grenade. Praying he wouldn't 
hit the brunette, who had been knocked down by the escaping crowd 
and now lay practically under the assassin's feet. She lay curled 
there, her hands cupping her ears, head in the fetal position, her 
husband and kids swept away with the tide. Kiss took aim, fired, 
and didn't stop until his gun clicked empty.
  
  The first shot took Laz's right arm off at the elbow, the 
unarmed grenade still clutched in its grip. The second blew out his 
left knee. Blood and gristle sprayed all over the brunette, who was 
now screaming. The third tore Laz's heart into pulp. After that it 
was just redundant.
  
  Kiss and several agents reached the body at about the same time.
It was draped bloodily on the ground over the still screaming woman. 
All had their guns drawn and ready. With the toe of his shoe, Kiss 
shoved the body off, knelt and gently put his hand on the sobbing 
woman.

  "It's ok, lady," he said. "It's ok. Hush, it's over now."
  
  She looked up at him with a blood smeared face, flecks of bone
sprinkled her luscious hair.
  
  "My brother . . . the kids . . . are they . . . ?" she asked, 
hiccuping the words.
  
  "They're fine," Kiss answered, pulling her to her feet. "We'll
find them for you in just a sec." Brother, he thought, her brother. 
He found himself looking at her left hand. Nope, no ring. What the 
hell am I doing, he asked himself, I'm in the middle of a fucking 
war zone, not on the Love Connection. He released her to his partner 
Roy Bristow who took her, still shaking, toward the safety of the 
Hall.
  
  "What's your name, mam?" Roy asked.
  
  "Tracey," she replied, wiping away her tears. "Tracey Fellows."
  
  "Ok, let's go see if we can't find your brother."
  
  Kiss surveyed his surroundings. The streets, unbelievably, were
bare. Save for himself and the dozen or so other agents, everyone 
else appeared missing. The Pope and his entourage apparently whisked 
off to safety. Kiss bent to look at the dead man, other's had already 
turned him over. One of the S.S.V. had taken possession of the 
remaining grenades. Kiss counted five. We were lucky, he thought, we 
were so damned lucky. Another agent rumpled through the man's wallet.
  
  "Any identification?" Kiss asked.
  
  "Nothing," the agent replied. "Just twenty-four dollars and this." 
He tossed something to Kiss.
  
  Kiss caught it and turned it over in his palm. It was a crude
necklace, fashioned with what appeared to be hair. On the end 
dangled a small chunk of gold. Kiss handed it back.
  
  "Have it analysed," he said, "Maybe we can find out where it came 
from."
  
  The data would, later, cause bafflement and debate for years.
  
  To Kiss, the dead man, he was sure it was the Slayer -- could 
feel it in his heart -- looked as if he were Egyptian or Arabic. He 
had the handsome, dark, swarthy look of a Middle Easterner. Certainly 
not the crazed serial killer he would have pictured in his dreams, 
Kiss thought. I wonder who he was, what caused him to do what he did. 
Why, he thought, why. Finally, holstering his gun he slowly made his 
way back to the station. These were questions he would ask himself 
for years, for now, at least, it meant the hunt was over, the 
nightmares banished. He could now go on with his life.

"SEX" Part VI
=-=-=-=-=-=-=

  Darkness.
        
  Suddenly, he could feel two cold metal tongs gripping him around
his head, pulling him backwards. Backwards and backwards he slid 
in an ocean of black, life-giving blood. His head felt as though it 
was being wretched from his neck. Intense pain flared and raged 
through his body. He wanted to shout, to beg whomever was doing this 
to stop -- to please just stop. But he couldn't, his mouth filled 
with thick, hot, syrupy blood -- choked. Blood was everywhere, it 
filled his universe. Suddenly, everything exploded in light. He 
blinked the blood away . . . 
  
  Lazarus began screaming -- long before the doctor slapped his 
tiny butt.

                               {DREAM}   

Copyright 1995 Dietmar Trommeshauser, ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. 
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Dietmar is another excellent writer nice enough to share his work
with us. He's 39, and living outside of Vancouver, B.C. He attended 
Kootenay School Of Writing, Selkirk College in Nelson B.C. He had a
diving accident and suffered a spinal injury in 1985, which led him 
to become an avid reader -- in the Horror genre, and admits this has 
influenced his choice in writing. He's been published in literary 
rags in the past, and is currently working on a novel, from which 
TCOF has been presented here, MY LIFE WITH THE SANDMAN, coming soon.
Dietmar likes to receive email at:  diets@helix.net
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